Day 101- Thursday, April 19th, 2012

Day 101- Thursday, April 19th, 2012

"Olvidalo todo. No puedo ser tu novio. Por mas sue lo sabemos esto. Esto no va a funcionar. Olvidalo de nosotros. Mami buscate a otro, de tu escuela, uno que tengo como mas o menos tu edad." Bown Bown Bown Bown… Anyways, I  have a new love-hate relationship with this song which I found here. I downloaded it. And I am not sure if I should have. It doesn't say anything bad, but I don't think I like it sometimes. Hits too close to home maybe. Hmm well apparently the download only did part of the song. Why is it always doing that?! Either way its lame! The song and the downloading thingy. 

The first thing I said today, in the morning was… "Xiualor Xika fenika" which, I know probably confuses all of you to the extreme. BUT that means "Lets go drink coffee!" in Nawatl (don't know how to spell that exactly) But its an indigenous language in Mexico. Rebe and Leti are in a Nawatl congregation. So they want me to learn Nawatl so that I can go visit them and comment at the meetings…so…. yeah. 

Side note: coffee with powdered milk is not as satisfying as coffee with real milk. Nor is it as satisfying as Starbucks… or italian coffee…or just chai tea with my family. :( Lame! so now since I let the girls use my computer for a few things, its a communal computer apparently. They just came in and informed me that we are going to use my computer to watch something for meeting…ok then. Whatever its for meeting. :) Its all good. 

Oh yeah FYI! I have made a plan! :D The Margarita-Survival-Plan. Its quite simple, in the morning. 'The Wall' leaves at around 7:00 or 7:30. So I just chill in my bed until they leave. Then I creep out like 'This is my house now! MWAHAHA!' Haha. No I actually just walk out of my room normal. But it makes it {SIDE NOTE! Why are their so many fruit flies in this kitchen?! We don't even have fruit!!!} so that I don't have a bad morning. Of course when they leave I have to run around in order to be ready on time for whatever the day has in store. But it doesn't matter. So check that off the list! Another part of the MSP is that I come home for lunch, make my lunch and eat it in my room. Then they come home after I am in my room already and make their lunch and eat it, out in the open. After they are done eating, they either leave again or take an old-people-nap. Thats my queue! Thats when I go back out and wash my dishes and get whatever I need out from the communal areas of the house. Then Im back to my room, either to study, get ready for Sereno, or get re-ready for more service and Im gone again. They usually go to bed at like 7. IF I get home before that I go straight to my room. They cook their diner at 5ish and are done by at least 6. When they are eating in the communal areas, thats when I can go into the kitchen, without them being there. OR thats when I can go to the bathroom or what-have-you. But usually I just stay in the room. Because we usually don't start cooking diner until 7ish when they are already in bed. And yeah thats it. Thats the MARGARITA-SURVIVAL-PLAN! Ta-da!! "I will survive!" -Gloria whats-her-face! BAM! You done got Gloria Whats-her-face-ed! :D Anyways, yes that is the plan. THE PLAN!! It will keep me well surviving, even though the Careers don't want me to succeed…Hmm…mixing up some stories here but it all sounds good to me, sadly. Sadly it sounds about right. But ha! ha! ha! I don't have a Peeta to get them! Aww no thats sad. Sad. sad. sad. I don't have a Peeta…. :( Depression now...

WHAT! How did this occur?! Hmm! I just got a lecture about being tough. I don't get it…oh yes I do…No one knows me here. THATS why I just got this lecture. I don't think anyone here realizes who they are dealing with…as in…me. Im well me, for goodness sake! Oh well. I don't have the time or energy to prove to them that I am a lot stronger and stubborn about succeeding then all of them combined. Whatever. For some reason I was super mad when I was receiving this lecture. And I was biting my knuckle on my middle finger so that I wouldn't say anything I would regret saying later…Well I just looked at my knuckle, now…It looks like I punched a wall, there is a few layers of skin missing. Weird. ANd now I realize it is hurting. Why didn't I feel that before? Well I guess it wouldn't be the first time I didn't feel pain cause I was mad. Wait! Doesn't that make me like a super-hero or something? …or something, right? 

Oh well. I made a new schedule for myself for each week. There is actually 3 different schedules. 1) My actual hour by hour schedule. 2) The RVs and Bible Studies I will go on, on which days. 3) What I will study for Personal Study each day. THEN I combined all of them and have an awesome schedule. Which by the way, starts each morning at 5:45 A.M.! Lets see them try and say that Im lazy now! And they were saying that at me getting up at 7! HA! 5:45, people! Going to be by 10, each night. Im gonna be like a solider!! Its actually gonna be pretty awesome. I start this awesomeness tomorrow. With an INSANITY workout at 6! :D But right now I am going to watch the video about the society Part 1. I love these movies! PLUS I copied them onto my computer! :D Ok Im out. I gotta go study! PEACE!

((After meeting)) OH GOSH! I don't feel good. The whole last part of the meeting I couldn't concentrate! I felt like I was gonna up-chuck! What is happening! I just took a pill for something-hopefully-related to this. I think I might have a bug, worm, or caterpillar in my belly. :( And I say caterpillar because its a mix of feeling like worms and fluttering. Haha. Defintiely caterpillar. Anyways, doesn't matter. Im getting up at 5:45 to work out. Its gonna be awesome. The girls told me they are gonna get up with me to do my workout together. BAHAHAHA!!! Insanity Month 2…and they don't work out…probably haven't in their whole lives…and not only INSANITY workout, but MONTH 2!…So, ya know….BAHAHAHAHA!! This is gonna be good. And funny for me. :) I could use some funny in my life right now. Oh man! But I feel horrible right now. Oh well. Im going to bed.