Day 119-Monday, May 7th, 2012

Day 119-Monday, May 7th, 2012

Today I did NOT sleep in like I wanted to. :( I got up at 7. And grabbed a cup of what Rebe calls A-tole TOTALLY NOT a-tole by the way. And I have to put that little dash in there cause if I don't the spell checker on this thing changes it to stole << that. And that just doesn't make sense. ANYWAYS, then I went outside and washed my clothes by hand. There is a new weird tension building in this house, like we need another one right?! The girls seem to be at odds more then usual lately. Which makes it awkward to be in the same room as both of them. And also…well no both of them actually, have been acting just a wee out of bounds. Like past the room-mate boundaries and into like trying to take over a mom figure. And Im just like.. 'Haha yeah no!' These ladies don't realize who I am. They both still live at home with their parents and don't seem to work all that much. Like I have never heard Leti mention work, and I have only heard Rebe mention work when she is talking about make some sort of garment for someone. But like she does it as favors, never for actual work. And they are close to 30! Im not saying 30 is old, cause its not! But, 30 IS an old age to still be relying solely on your parents money, don't you think? I mean unless you really can NOT work whatsoever. But if they couldn't work they wouldn't be here on the Pioneer Route. ANYWAYS, since they don't work now, I wonder how they were when they were my age. I mean obviously they wouldn't have been working when they were 18/19-ish. Well, whatever perception they have of themselves at 18/19 is what they are perceiving of me. Which is not cool. I think everyone here, except Mayka, thinks this way of me. I don't agree or like it, whatsoever! But that is probably why I get along with Mayka so much. Cause she is actually a lot like me, and my family too! She has been working by herself as a single mom since she was 16. The single mom part is like my own awesome Mama Llama. The working since she was 16, if you subtract 6 and 4 years from that is like me and my Carin! :) She actually understands that just cause you might not have a lot of years under your belt, doesn't mean you are completely incompetent! Mayka is awesome!! I wish I could take her back with me. :) And Albin too! ANYWAYS, this new tension is giving off a bad vibe like if they keep it up, I might just after a long while of being patient and loving, you know I might just like lovingly rip their heads off! :) ha ha ha! No I won't do that, but like seriously its getting to the boiling point, the tipping point (if you will…let me use the title of an awesome book by Malcom Gladwell! OH MAN! I miss my books!) Either way, something is gonna go down soon and its not gonna be pretty. I have lessened my personal bubble space cause I knew we would be pretty tight in here, so my personal space isn't much. So as long as they don't step into it, I will be ok. Like seriously my personal space now involves, my self and my bed ONLY when I am sleeping. When I am not sleeping, and everything else is like open for business. The reason why I did this, was because I knew I would need too. For instance, before my personal space was my room and everything in it and myself. But, having 2 roommates that want to use-without-asking your things, would have started like World War 3 if I had you know my personal space bubble where it normally and should be. But I minimized it, not for my own comfort but for theirs, no sense causing waves when I don't actually HAVE to. Right? :) (Oh man! I have changed so much here!) Ok anyways, today was Monday so I went to Sereno. I sent out a couple of emails, posted my blog, updated some pictures on FB, (your welcome, by the way. haha) and talked with my Carin! My Mama Llama was in service so she told me she would call me later tonight! :) YEAH! I love talking to my Carin and my Mama Llama!