Day 124- Saturday, May 12th, 2012

Day 124- Saturday, May 12th, 2012

They laughed! All they did was laugh! They think all of this is funny and comical. Well guess what!! Its not this is my life! And this is why (negative thoughts!!!!) so yeah I need to start from the beginning of today. I went in service in the morning. Brother Nixon and Abdiel wanted to see how I was doing. So I went to talk with them a little bit. They asked me how everything was at the house. I told them it was the same if not worse. But of course, they are positive this could not be possible because after the meeting we had with everyone, things would have to have changed right?! So I gave them an example, just so happened I had a new example from yesterday! :D A nice new fresh example! And this is it: 

One of the girls left a cup of coffee in the kitchen in the morning. It was on our side of the kitchen, on our counter. When I came home for lunch, I heated up the food. Then I put some on my plate, but since I wasn't sure if I wanted more, I left the 2 serving spoons next to the stove, neatly lined up, mind you. Then ate at our table in the kitchen while watching some episodes. When the couple got home, the sister came into the kitchen, and immediately was enraged that I was there in "HER" kitchen, although I was completely out of the way. She turned the faucet on all the way and left it on, in order to drown out the very quite episodes I had playing. She then like usual went about slamming everything and making a whole bunch of enraged noises and movements. When the brother came in to help her make tortillas (can they get any more Mexican? bahaha) she said "Mira. Como deja las cosas ESTA COCHINA!!" Which in English is hard to translate cause we don't have a word for cochina. Its basically like saying slob though. So "Look how that SLOB leaves everything!" I was sitting like 6 feet away from them. This is just one example of what happens everyday of my now current life. So I shared this experience with the elders, when they asked me about it. And thats where the beginning of the blog comes in. ''They laughed! All they did was laugh! They think all of this is funny and comical. Well guess what!! Its NOT! This is my life! And this is why (negative thoughts!!!!)" They obviously weren't prepared for having these things happen on the route, but I mean come on! You don't even have to talk with the couple or say anything to me. But don't laugh! PLEASE don't laugh!! I was honestly very close to bursting out in tears right there and then. But that would have meant I would have to break. And thats not going to happen. So I just let my face turn as hard and have the same amount of emotion as cement. I think they kind of got, that they shouldn't be laughing. Ya think?! Da-doy!! But whatever. (Negative thought)!!! 

Ok I am going to be ok. Im just going to calm down a bit. :)